mashing maidens

location: farming county.

mood: aggravated

music: Just Close Your Eyes - Waterproof Blonde

among other things.

i need to cram drug information in my head.

i need to practice and drill myself like an android until i can perform like a clockwork.

i need to remember where everything is.

basically i need to rediscover what it's like to be a nurse and a medic all over again, because merely relying on instinct isn't going to save the lives of others or my own.

i need to be patient and not collapse in my own failure all over again.

i can do this, i want to do this, i need to do this.

oh january, will you not come sooner? i am in need of an angel.

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location: where you are.

mood: dorky

music: Bentswood Boys - Suede

Ben - yan min pon gym to talk to me says:
yami yoghurt

yan min //ben say he everyday learn new thing says:
(:

Ben - yan min pon gym to talk to me says:
bubble tea

yan min //ben say he everyday learn new thing says:
):

priceless moments.

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location: right there.

mood: thirsty

music: Heroine - Suede

ummm hi.

aiya if you all thought i'd actually update about hong kong, i am flattered because people see me so up. the most helpful thing i'd have to say about hong kong trip; it was good. ya helpful right.

anyway i've been spending time regrouping just so i don't feel the hangover of finishing my two years in the army. fail to plan and i'll plan to fail.

then again maybe i shouldn't plan so i won't fail at all. :D

for now it's just a matter of me remaining zen so i don't get annoyed at the sheer amount of stupidity i have to face quite frequently.

also i am blessed to have a lovely angel to love and be loved by.

for shih wing, though i'm not sure if you know this exists or not: i love you and yes we will keep to our childhood promise. haha just keep yourself in one piece and we're all good.

MEET UP WITH ANYONE WHOM I OWE A MEET UP SOON OKAY.

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location: where you are.

mood: giggly

music: Carry on Wayward Son - Kansas

ummm hi.

and yeah all the rest of you aren't so too bad.

be back soon with saucy trip details!

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location: where you are.

mood: giggly

music: Bentswood Boys - Suede

Ben //yan min pon gym to talk to me says:
interesting!
even though i am totally not into nail art
also
like that how to dig nose ah.

Yi Min says:
LOL
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
cotton bud

Ben //yan min pon gym to talk to me says:
lies

also, we miss yan min.

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location: where the smoke billows.

mood: horny

music: the sizzling wok.

yan min //ben say he everyday learn new thing says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Ben //yan min pon gym to talk to me says:
HAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAAHAHA

yan min //ben say he everyday learn new thing says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Ben //yan min pon gym to talk to me says:
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHA

yan min //ben say he everyday learn new thing says:
OH MAN HAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAA

Ben //yan min pon gym to talk to me says:
HAHAHHAAAAHHAHAHAHHAHA WTF
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAA

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location: where you are.

mood: groggy

music: Eleanor Put Your Boots On - Franz Ferdinand

ummm hi.

you know how your mental capacity suddenly becomes fragmented, and your mind is completely paralysed?

it just happened. 

(:

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location: where you are.

mood: mischievous

music: Bad Romance - Lady Gaga

ummm hi.

i have a stye.

ALSO, ROUTE FROM PET SHOP TO HOME = CONQUERED.

burnt out lah.

and yes addicted, because it serves as an obsessive reminder.

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location: where you are.

mood: drunk

music: Addicted to that Rush - Mr. Big

ummm hi.

i like it that this isn't read by many people so i can say anything i damn well please without having to worry for being placed under much scrutiny. 

i am madly in love and i won't give the world for that. here i have in my hands the prettiest little thing any boy could ask for. it's mind blowing and beyond what my wild imagination could and might have cooked up ever.

you know you've really lost your head when it's all you can think of. all of a sudden, any road you choose to take brings you back to square one.

i am madly in love. even worshipping from afar brings about an unparalleled warmth to my black, crusty heart. i could be dog tired from a manic day at work but there's the be all end all to each day, even if it means getting on all fours and clawing my way there, it's a crawl to be savoured.

isn't it great to know that there's that one person who has gotten you curled around her finger without any effort at all? and just like that i am thrust into a bottomless pit i don't want to get myself out of. ever.

i have made you an unhealthy, all-consuming obsession and i will stalk to you the ends of the earth.

because i am madly in love with you.

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location: where you are.

mood: geeky

music: Heart Shaped Glasses - Marilyn Manson

Pick a band/artist, and answer the questions using titles from their songs:

1. Choose a band/artist: Suede

2. Are you male or female: Lazy

3. Describe yourself: The Wild Ones

4. How do some people feel about you: Attitude

5. How do you feel about yourself: So Young

6. Describe your ex boyfriend / girlfriend: We are the Pigs

7. Describe current boyfriend / girlfriend: My Insatiable One

8. Describe where you want to be: The Asphalt World

9. Describe how you live: Saturday Night

10. Describe how you love: The Drowners

11. What would you ask for if you had just one wish: Still Life

12. Share a few words of Wisdom: Stay Together

13. Now say goodbye: Lost in TV

so not subtle.

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